STRESS

Actually, I should say these days psychologically and physically hit me. The weather conditions are not normal in here but I know in so many places of the world there are some strange weather reports. I can't go out because of the high temperatures, but especially because of the high humid air, it is almost % 95 and we feel much more the heat waves... So I am at home, indoors... and yes, with air-conditions... A few weeks ago tiredness, stress and these weather conditions hit me badly and I became sick... It was hard to deal with some medical problems... But yes, they are all being cured by medical helps. Last weekend I was happy that all problems were gone... but then my eyes! Made me (made us) so afraid... Then again, we learned that it was because of stress again... and nothing to be afraid... They checked everything about my eyes but I was so bad, and crying... but now we all know nothing to afraid, but we learned a new sickness too! It was a kind of oftalmic migren that I can see the lights and some prismatic shapes!!!! How made me afraid I can't explain this.  

To be inside with air-conditioner or to be inside without air-conditioner... These are both problem and but I don't know how to deal with them... I've never felt myself as a captured one before in these summer days... I opened my windows and I try to breathe the fresh air....!!!!!! but this is something, as if you open the oven and the heat air hits your face....