My first butterfly!

Let me sleep!!!!!

Coming towards me!!!

The Sea Traffic at the Bosphorus...

With my camera again!

Leaves... They are amazing and I love to take their pictures...

in black and white, the shadows are so impressive... but then I played once again with their colours!

Walking again...

No photographs! Last night we walked a little bit after all these boring and worried days... There was a lovely night wind but still the high temperatures hitting your face.... So we couldn't walk more than half an hour... even I wasn't strong enough for a long walking, but it was so beautiful for me, how I missed to be out and to walk down the street... And yes,  there wasn't eye problem last night, I hope, not to happen again!!!!
That's all for today,...

STRESS

Actually, I should say these days psychologically and physically hit me. The weather conditions are not normal in here but I know in so many places of the world there are some strange weather reports. I can't go out because of the high temperatures, but especially because of the high humid air, it is almost % 95 and we feel much more the heat waves... So I am at home, indoors... and yes, with air-conditions... A few weeks ago tiredness, stress and these weather conditions hit me badly and I became sick... It was hard to deal with some medical problems... But yes, they are all being cured by medical helps. Last weekend I was happy that all problems were gone... but then my eyes! Made me (made us) so afraid... Then again, we learned that it was because of stress again... and nothing to be afraid... They checked everything about my eyes but I was so bad, and crying... but now we all know nothing to afraid, but we learned a new sickness too! It was a kind of oftalmic migren that I can see the lights and some prismatic shapes!!!! How made me afraid I can't explain this.  

To be inside with air-conditioner or to be inside without air-conditioner... These are both problem and but I don't know how to deal with them... I've never felt myself as a captured one before in these summer days... I opened my windows and I try to breathe the fresh air....!!!!!! but this is something, as if you open the oven and the heat air hits your face....

The Hot Summer Days

We are living very strange summer days here because of the weather conditions; the temperatures are not normal and especially with the highest humidity we feel more than ever. It is said that the humidity is % 95!!!!! and we feel the temperatures between 40-45 santigrat degrees.... By the way, I was sick last week, everything hit me so badly... I was affected physically by this weather and also I was affected psychologically by some of events that made me so sad. Sadness and tiredness hit me together.

Just taking rest now... and sometimes I try to take some pictures from my windows, under the curtains,... in these hot summer days as if I was trapped, this was the picture of this feeling!

through my days with my camera and cross stitch/needle things while I've been taking rest...